An Encounter with God~

I was truly blessed by pastor victor wong, thru his teachings, i've learned many new things and think in a creative way abt God. I went for this encounter camp with my cell grp, at first i didn't wanted to go there because i think i felt God before therefore i didn't need to feel Him again. But cell grp persisted and i agreed to it. i tot it would be another boring sessions of lecture telling me Christ is Lord over you and kind of stuff, but Ps victor enlighten me with his light teachings with lots of experiences of his that he told us. i truly understand that what does, "in Christ, we are a new being". this sentence made me think alot, about all the things that i've done, all the sins and my transgressions. i felt an surging from the Lord, I have sinned against the Lord that i would renouced all my sins. i pray oh God, that not only do we have the need for you, we need your Love. I've tasted it, i want others to taste it too, help them to understand your love and the people of the world needs you Lord. i had a great time fellowshipping with God, He was my friend and my comforter. when i look back during those time when i fell, when i passed my exams, when i spoilt simon's laptop, He was there with me all along. He never left me, He was always by my side but i never realised that He stood there beside me. i thank you Lord for letting me have the strength to go for the encounter. Thank you. You are indeed my Lord and Saviour. I pray for the unity of Christians in singapore that we'll share His love with the people. Amen! God loves you and so do i.


By the way, today was also the day for me and my Gf. We advance to our first year of relationship, i pray Lord that u will strengthen our bond every single day. Thank you ahhhpaa.
zR 23/01/2005

Not so good!

Damn it man, today really wasn't a good day for me sia. i accidently spilled ice-lemon-tea unto simon's laptop. man, it's the most stupidest thing i've ever done man. darn! man! this is so irritating. wish i was dead when i spilled the water onto the lappy, crap i meant real crap for myself. i felt so clumsy man. arghh so fustrating. i need a break. perphaps a kit-kat should do it. dang, then to some ppl that think that they're damn good, often misunderstanding ppl's good intention, to hell with you. one word, HYPOCRITE! arghhhh, i'm really really sorry to simon. guess i can't do anything man. have to wait till tml then i'll know what can i do. the worst is that i have to pay full sum, either, hope that it can be repaired. i really do hope so, but well, even if it can't i'll bear the responsibility. hope everything with me and simon is fine, stupid old me. that's what i done, so bear with the consequences. and i dun really understand ppl that are christian. i myself is one, and i find myself doing all the things that i shouldn't do but i still did it, i don't want to mention names. i do sometimes find ppl who are likes to, treat friends as dirt, seeing them as a transparent object. i just don't get it, maybe it's because they hate the someone, if not jealous of the someone, God i really don't know what to do. i really do hope to see some improvements on them but what can i do when i'm not even their close friends? it's really weird to see that friends can turn to enemy in just one hr when their friendship is one year. arghh just don't get it! blame me i'm dumb.


ps: Please don't come act HOLY to me, you should know what have u done and what have u not done. maybe i'm just too friendly or i'm not friendly whatever it is. don't come bother me or u shall feel my wrath! DAMN IT, close friends are not included.

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