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hmm, feeling bored. so came over to check things, didn't know my blog has become a deserted place. lol. well, i guess this is for me to write my writings so i don't bother if who comes in and bla bla bla. well, school hasn't been good for me since the starting it's been the sixth week now. i still don't catch what the lecturers are teaching. i'm so gonna be in a big fixed! lol. things isn't going well in class too, shouldn't say it but i really hope it can change for the better, with all those backstabing words. i'm also affected by it, but i know i can't control it so i sin. yeah, its sound like no big deal to you, but its big to God. i can't imagine God has to face me everyday doing the same old mistake and forgiven me. i really need to think of my actions, my words, my thoughts, my life, my loveones, and foremost my family. recently many things happened to me and my gf too, thank God it's over now, if not i think i;ll be a lonely boy over here. thank God for granting jinling to be able to understand how i felt and how i reacted, so that she knows i still cares for her. *on the note*i'm not sure what i typing already. ignore me! lol. just feel like relieving some stress here cause gaming doesn't help. it just boils my blood more, later got high blood then jialat ah! keke. one more thing to add, i'm a fool of God.