New year's eve

Its a new year coming but i am not excited at all. probably due to the fact i'm spending it at home. lol. seems weird not to have countdown but nevertheless i think it's okay la. just chill at home and rewind what has happened in 2009 eventful year.
1) i ORD from the commandos suffered all kinds of shit there.
2) sign on as a regular police officer. still enjoying

okays not very eventful. thanks for reminding me. but i hope to be better next year. everyone has hope don't they? i really hope to mild my own emotions abit and stay to the neutral side. not to get angry at anyone, god help me. thank you! amen.