Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Not so good!
Damn it man, today really wasn't a good day for me sia. i accidently spilled ice-lemon-tea unto simon's laptop. man, it's the most stupidest thing i've ever done man. darn! man! this is so irritating. wish i was dead when i spilled the water onto the lappy, crap i meant real crap for myself. i felt so clumsy man. arghh so fustrating. i need a break. perphaps a kit-kat should do it. dang, then to some ppl that think that they're damn good, often misunderstanding ppl's good intention, to hell with you. one word, HYPOCRITE! arghhhh, i'm really really sorry to simon. guess i can't do anything man. have to wait till tml then i'll know what can i do. the worst is that i have to pay full sum, either, hope that it can be repaired. i really do hope so, but well, even if it can't i'll bear the responsibility. hope everything with me and simon is fine, stupid old me. that's what i done, so bear with the consequences. and i dun really understand ppl that are christian. i myself is one, and i find myself doing all the things that i shouldn't do but i still did it, i don't want to mention names. i do sometimes find ppl who are likes to, treat friends as dirt, seeing them as a transparent object. i just don't get it, maybe it's because they hate the someone, if not jealous of the someone, God i really don't know what to do. i really do hope to see some improvements on them but what can i do when i'm not even their close friends? it's really weird to see that friends can turn to enemy in just one hr when their friendship is one year. arghh just don't get it! blame me i'm dumb.ps: Please don't come act HOLY to me, you should know what have u done and what have u not done. maybe i'm just too friendly or i'm not friendly whatever it is. don't come bother me or u shall feel my wrath! DAMN IT, close friends are not included.
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