is this it?

blame it on me just me. i dunno what the hell is wrong with me. hais. it just boils down just down. i'm sorry for the things that i've done, and i was hoping too that u will wanna return the 300 **** to me over the years. but guess i was naive, i'm not good enough for anyone la. i'm just a bastar* idiot that gave u all the problems. and whatever that may happened i pray that u'll be fine, and nothing will come to harm against u. i'm confused confused abt many things. confuse abt why why i said such things. I APOLOGISE sorry, well nothing i say will mend anything. because u know what, i'm a loser anyway. take care of yourself please.

peace out, mmouse.